You know how when you really wanna talk to someone and force yourself not to because you think its best for them. Well if you do then you also know how seconds turn into minutes Minutes turn into hours Hours turn into years.. that is what I am going through right now… This is hard…lol I just want to chat about anything..but yeah… Ok Im going back to my long as day. ...
So you had to see this coming lol
Ok so the rest of the day wasnt so bad but I have my doubts… When we talked i kept talking of the future.. because in all honesnity I still think we are together and we have a chance… So I kept bringing up the future and maybe little dates we can go on and stuff nothing to serious like we use to talk about, but just little things. Like going to the movies or to a mall, and to my...
Ok So im more than confused right now
She came back today it was to give me a check..I thought she was just going to put it in the mailbox but she wanted to come up…and I guess get her make-up when she got her..hearing her key jiggle in the door knob..hearing her say “hey” seeing her..all of those little things was MORE then I could of ever wished for.. Then before she left..she hugged me…and then she kissed...
Another one...cuz Im cool like that
Ok so today was intersting….I had to wake up at 815am so I could get my place sprayed…but they didnt come till 1130…so that sucked. Then I got to talk to her…and it was good…I broke down for the first time in a couple of days, but it was quick and wasnt that bad. As we talked I felt better, stronger, head over heals in love lol what have you. And as we talked I...
I will make this into an awesome arr. Could you see Pentatonix doing that haha collegehumor: “The Star Wars That I Used to Know” But you didn’t have to make it suck.
OK lets see how I am today..lol
So today was rough.. while today was the first day I actually forced myself to sleep in, getting more than 4 hours of sleep. And today was the first day I actually had the drive to work on a recording project, even though it was for her. And today was the first day in two weeks that I have left this apt, that I can no longer call mine. It sucked cuz it was in 100 degree weather, and when I got...
Umm..so I thought I was doing really well now I was: Laughing Smiling Singing..somewhat then my power went out for 3 or 4 hours… And when I get back I get to talk to her where she tells me she hears stories from friends who have gone through similar things she is going through now. She seems to be doing better still doesnt want me in her life and then she left I got to talk to her...